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Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
9:14 pm	havent done one of these in a while! just say go played friday and live today played saturday, both were cool shows! work sux, money=death, girls=confusion and that is the common theme for all of my previous posts, you can see why i havent signed this in a while! goodnight suckers! (Comment on this)
Monday, August 2nd, 2004
8:53 pm	i hate my mum had a mega fight with my mum cos apparently, i dont do enough around the house, i dont pay enough keep and i am lazy in general, considering that i make an effort to never be home around her shit hole imagination i dont see how it works, so i came on the net in protest because she hates me when i am online because i get to talk to my friends and somehow that frightens her. over it! finally got kid dynamite music! been missin it since i lost the tape i did off the vynil crispy lent me. so sick! kill the world! (Comment on this)
Monday, July 26th, 2004
9:41 pm	i have nice legs i got bored and took all the hair off my legs and ass with hair removal cream, then i touched them lots, made me feel like i had a girlfriend, my dad is now sure i am gay, hahahaha! i am weird! sick! my mum reversed into my car tonight, i hate my last three weeks, i wanna cut it out of my memory. i think my car is finally getting fixed tomorrow but it has cost me 300 bux so far for nothing to be done, i am going to a new place so maybe they arent all liars! so stoked i am screwed! not even band practice worked for me this week, now cymbals after a drive to brisbane for nothing! fucking sick mate! just carry on the routine fucking bastard! i am standing under the ass of the earth and is just keeps shitting on me and i should really be applauding it's accuracy but i wish it would stop! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
11:21 pm	jammin live today jam tonight, some new shit, so tired, so bored now i am home again, mum is the bumhole of the earth and a hell of a lot of shit flies outta her mouth! sick fun! hate saab convertables! grew up in bli bli, the only type of convertable i've seen is the kind you make with an angle grinder! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
8:37 pm	bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored! skinhead! grrr! jsg jam sunday! live today jam thursday! bored bored bored bored bored bored bored! i am that bored that i actually typed the word bored all those times, not a copy and paste job! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
9:14 pm	hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate! have a nice day! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 15th, 2004
10:12 pm	days off work i climbed mount coolum today, quite and achievement for a downey with missing teeth! one day down and three to go! four days off work and i got to sleep in today til 10:30! fully sick! listening to timeflies and thinking about shows and stuff! keen for more shows but havent got the dosh! going to the gold coast satuday! *spew* i hate the sun! (Comment on this)
2:48 am	here we go again played tonight, last show for a few weeks due to lack of money and plenty of being responsible to do! fuck that! so stoked to have been at the show tho, against killed me, so tired! wanna sleep but feel like i am wasting a good day tomorrow to sleep in and enjoy my cashed in hours owed from working over time! so syched, four days off! dont wanna go to the gold coast! read my last post, u'll get it! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 11th, 2004
9:42 pm	i hate fishing! i went fishing today with my family! i hate fish! i hate the beach! i hate the sun! i hate being pale and getting burnt in seconds! why do i live on the sunshine coast! my car tyre was on the verge of blowing out so i had to chnage all the wheels over from my old laser down the shed with the ass caved in, it was so good,i felt like a mechanic! i am huge! fight me! (Comment on this)
12:10 am	weirdly overjoyed my life seems to at a dead end and right no i am too over tired to be anything but cheerful. i slept for 3 hours last night then worked all day today! i just got back from hanging with cymone, doesnt anyone else use the term weeny to describe my miniscule figure?!?!?!?!?!?! no work tomorrow, i went to nightclubs friday night, now i cant breathe and shit cos smoke inhilation has made my throat clogged! buy me a gun! (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 8th, 2004
9:23 pm	all time low "i am incomplete, damaged and imperfect" greg bannick, trial hate being able to fuck up everything so easily! just wanna go to more shows! over it! (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 4th, 2004
9:04 pm	cars are death i crashed! no money for shows now! hate hate hate! wanna be a millionaire, if anyone wants to donate to the "save the allan fund" feel free to post donations to lil al, 4 dumbarse street, retardsville! also, if you are sychic, find out the winning lotto numbers and sms them to 0423 099 443. gonna go insane this week, gotta figure out how to dig myself outta the biggest hole of my life. so stoked! F the buttlovers who have money! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
9:44 pm	tired, sooooo tired i got so bored tonight that i tried to make a website called www.boredlilal.com but it wouldn't take all my old band photos so i barred it off, such a waste of time! i am so sleepy but dont wanna go to bed cos then i have to wake up tomorrow and work, i hate work!!! champions new song just came on my media player random play list, soooooo good! gonna jig in my computer seat! eat a worm, bleed dirt! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:59 am	this is not a glamourous place, it's a fucking scarey place last night we played with in the grey, i killed the prom queen, mikles away and against. possibly the best show ever! we played real good and had a ball, beat the hell out of last week! simmo borke his arm on schtan, or we think he broked it, waiting for confirmation. crispy had to cancel the next few just say go shows so i am pretty bummed about that. so i am kicking him outta the band and moving to perth! hahaha. i just told grimsly his band better be good or i will spit on him! miles away! pffft, so bullshit! best band to watch play! good god they were awesome! i'm so sore in my belly, i think i ate too much. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
10:03 pm	food glorious food i ate tofu, salad, chips, cake, nana, and a big cup of cordial then sat with my fat belly hanging between my legs watching big brother, i tried to get up to go to bed but fell face first due to my belly outweighing the rest of me then i dragged my fat ass to the computer and went online! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 28th, 2004
10:44 pm	back to hell got money falling out of my pockets. got the same ppl taking it off my hands. eating fruit and veg to try and feel healthier. nearly broken my budget for this week. sick of the scum. sick of the sluts. sick of the wasters. sick of the wealthy. sick of poor wanting from everyone else. sick of a day job that pays shit. sick of thinking i should get a job that pays better. sick of the oil leak that the lying bastard mechanic fixed. sick of lying bastards. sick of vege pies and noodle based meals. sick of not being tired enough to sleep until the morning when i have to go to work. sick of "when will yu come see me" when i hardly have time to stop and see myself. sick of the sun. sick of cold winds. sick of my bed being so far away from the fire place. sick of being in the same place as i have been for 19 years. sick of wishing i was somewhere to go see bands that are straight up 88. sick of bleach fumes off chemical filters up my nose. sick of photos. dont take photos of me or i WILL kill you! new rule in allansville! sick of dumb kids being nice to me for the sake of branching off into my other friends lives. sick of being the ncie ugly kid who knows that hot asshole then hearing about it a week later when the dumb slut jumps on his cock expecting commitment but gets left for dead the next morn. sick of everything i dont do coming back to slap me in the face. sick of the scum. sick of the sluts. i want out! to liiiiveee my life yeah i want out! sick of dumb 16 yr old kids knowing my name even tho i have never met them! sick of kids who end conversations with "smile" when you have just finished tlaking about the ass end of the world. sick of kids who look like they are sad for no reason, i mean if i could afford to spend that much money on my appearance i would be pretty damn stoked! sick of the "talks so highly of you" trend, considering half these kids dont give a shit who i really am. sick of plans going down the sink just as i am motivated enough to get focused and move ahead because someone else needs my energy. "it's not a glamoourous place, it's a fucking scarey place, and it forces the question, do i have what it takes?" nothing can change our mistakes. sick of not having a big enough bullet to rid me of you all, scum, sluts, hollow shells, leeches, mind warpers, ass suckers, shit talkers, sluts, sluts, sluts, fakes, lyers, two faced friends, users, sluts,sluts, sluts. my chest feels funny when i breathe :S buy me a gun and i will save the world. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 26th, 2004
8:50 pm	fire! at work today the developer caught on fire but it kinda fizzled out, dumb old machines. i got my pay!!! whoo hoo!!! i came home to a whole new lounge room, my parents went whacky! so weird, i wanna sleep so bad but i feel lame cos it is saturday night and once again i have shit all to do, good ole sunshine coast fun. i gotta get up early to record tomorrow anyways. i came home and the supposedly lost copy of the just say go practice tape was in my tape deck, my brother must have found the tape he never had and listened to it in my room, annoying kid! i feel like learning gorilla biscuits on guitar, preferably start today, i have done it beofre but over time forgotten a lot of the riffs, would be fun to do again. for the first time i have hit the simple oage link thing below where i am typing now and so now i have a mood and shit, kinda not into it, too much thinking, too many options!!! carry on own my nuts, bored with this shit, out! Current Mood: thirsty (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 24th, 2004
1:56 pm	today! we'll break through the walls set in our way playwed mary street last night, it had the "impress the interstate band and dont look dumb" feel to it, same as when every other interstate band comes, so stoked! not really.......... just got home from bris, stayed at gregs house, love staying down in bris, hate the sunshine coast, it's so sunny and coasty, way too many surfer jocks! fully pumped on going to work tomoorow, pay day! so in love with fridays! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
9:14 pm	it all broke down! at my work everything broke and i fixed it and it was sick fun having something to do all day!!! the new digi machine died about four times and i fixed it and then the drawer fell apart and i had a makeshift carpentary area to fix it with shit tools and a few shitty screws, i am allan "the tool man" reid! aaaaahahahahahahahhaahaahahaha shithole work! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 21st, 2004
9:21 pm	another day over today i had a random burst of unjustified excitement then hayley came and visited me at work and i was all chuffed and stuff then my boss came in and i had to tell her to leave basically cos my boss came in and i was kinda worried that she would blow up, feel kinda bad but it was a quick decisiion i had to make and i was a bit rude to hayley. i got nothing else, except i got excited randomly! (1 Comment |Comment on this)